I just need to vent

I just need to vent I just am tired and today has been so so It was hard at work there was four of us waitresses on the floor and it was slow I just wish that I was liked a little bit more I dont get invited to anything no one wants to hang out with me I dont know I am trying so hard not to go back to the carnival I hated it there so much I was so lonely and I had no one but you want to know something I am lonely here and have no one isnt that ironic sad but true I go home from work and get on the computer the only human contact I really have is at work I use to go to church but since I have picked up certain practices there has been no one there for me I dont know maybe it is just me but I am so tired of being alone isnt there anyone that is willing to be my friend and love me for me or am I just that unloveable